a C- for effort

Yes, I WOULD start a blog, and be all excited about getting the/MY word out there, and post lots for a few days, and then completely slack off. Boy, am I a winner.

However, Im not a total slacker!

Ive written many blog entries, I just havnt published them. Ill be on lunch break at work, and be inspired (more often, infuriated with germy rude children crawling under my skin) and Ill type it out! However, I type it on my phone, and save it in my notes, meaning to copy and paste it in an email to myself, and then copy and paste THAT into this little blog box!

But I forget about it! Or I feel relieved enough, that Ive gotten the words out of my head and down SOMEWHERE, that I no longer have the urgency or determination to publish. I do that alot now. Stupid iPhone! I get real mad at my boyfriend's and lock myself in HIS bathroom (because in the bathroom, on the toilet, whether actually using the toilet or not, is the best place to write) and type on the dinky little silent keyboard, thinking Ill go home and rewrite it into my journal. But then I sleep on it, and all those raw emotions pass, and I suddenly dont care, or Im over whatever I was so upset about in the first place, and cant be bothered to try and genuinely revive it!

I scrolled through my Notes AP, lol and found a few pieces that I can still publish..along with the date actually written..coming next..